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Subject:It's been so long...
Time:03:03 am
And I wish I could say that I'm going strong...

Well... have my prelims in a few months. I somewhat wish to record a few of my thoughts as I continue on this particular path. But, as usual, am afraid of the effect --- more when I look again than when I imprint. It is good to get the beginning down on the calendar, though, for posterity.

On other notes--- I got a beagle. He is keeping me more sane in 2 weeks than in 4 years with zoloft....
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Time:08:08 am
Almost Perfect- INFP
6% Extraversion, 80% Intuition, 20% Thinking, 20% Judging
So, you want to make the world a better place? Too bad it's never gonna happen.

Of all the types, you have to be one of the hardest to find fault in. You have a selfless and caring nature. You're a good listener and someone who wants to avoid conflict. You genuinely desire to do good.

Of course, these all add up to an incredibly overpowered conscience which makes you feel guilty and responsible when anything goes wrong. Of course, it MUST be your fault EVERYTIME.

Though you're constantly on a mission to find the truth, you have no use for hard facts and logic, which is a source of great confusion for those of us with brains. Despite this, in a losing argument, you're not above spouting off inaccurate fact after fact in an effort to protect your precious values.

You're most probably a perfectionist, which in this case, is a bad thing. Any group work is destined to fail because of your incredibly high standards.

Disregard what I said before. You're just easy to find fault in as everyone else!

Luckily, you're generally very hard on yourself, meaning I don't need to waste my precious time insulting you. Instead, just find all your own faults and insult yourself.

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If you want to learn more about your personality type in a slightly less negative way, check out this.

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The other personality types are as follows...

Loner - Introverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Pushover - Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Criminal - Introverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
Borefest - Introverted Sensing Thinking Judging
Freak - Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
Loser - Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
Crackpot - Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging
Clown - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Sap - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Commander - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
Do Gooder - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Judging
Scumbag - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving
Busybody - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
Prick - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
Dictator - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging





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You scored higher than 99% on Judging
Link: The Brutally Honest Personality Test written by UltimateMaster on OkCupid, home of the The Dating Persona Test
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Time:01:59 am
Nothing much more has happened in my case. Referring to another friend's (I hope he doesn't mind me calling him a friend) journal, he's gotten some action. I think, at this point, that action is the last of my priorities. A little self-respect, as cliche as it might sound, is exactly what i'm going for after 5 1/2 years together. I know that I've made progress, but such progress is hard to see, let alone to describe. I'm here, I'm alive, I'm doing what I want, I'm evolving... that is enough... my horizons are very low... but rising. I'm still here...
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Subject:Imagine that...
Time:07:44 am
You scored as Psychology. You should be a Psychology major!

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Theater

100%

Psychology

100%

English

92%

Anthropology

92%

Sociology

92%

Dance

83%

Journalism

83%

Linguistics

83%

Art

83%

Engineering

67%

Biology

67%

Philosophy

67%

Mathematics

58%

Chemistry

50%

What is your Perfect Major?
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Time:02:39 am
Oh, and Happy New Year.
Mine was uneventful, but that can be good, too.
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Subject:Ego driven...
Time:02:37 am
So, this is more than evidently focused on pumping up my ego, but here is an article in a local (Nebraska) newspaper regarding my graduation and future plans. Not much - and there are extensive mistakes (which, I suppose, is acceptable for such a small-town paper) - but here it is none-the-less:

Link to article
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Subject:Well - maybe a real post
Time:04:17 pm
So - I was thinking that perhaps I should actually write something on here. But then again, whenever I come on here I'm never in the mood for writing, just browsing. Of course, it never seems as if I am doing anything truly worth depicting - it always comes off as an emotional plea for sympathy and support, totally ego-driven bragging, or a mixture of the two. But maybe for nostalgia's sake, I should put something down, at least to somewhat document where I am right now in a nutshell.
I just finished up my first semester in grad school (well not completely finished, as I still have two papers to complete), and I've come away feeling more an idiot than at any other point in my life. I've constantly found support for my theory that brain matter does, indeed, slowly leak out of one's ears. In fact, I still find myself constantly questioning my choice to pursue the doctorate, or to entertain grad school at all. I'm, even today, suffering from the "imposter syndrome," when I compulsively compare myself with other around me. But, again, whining.
I do actually enjoy the material, though. As I had hoped, the department is so much more flexible and interdisciplinary than anything else I've seen offered. Most of my course material has been in lit theory, comp lit, criticism, history, sociology, etc. than German Studies, strictly speaking. That is a definate plus. Of course, this does also pose problems, as I find myself constantly treading on new terrain. But, at least, for the first time in a long while I'm pushing myself.
I've not got a lot of personal time, however. With teaching, classes, extra research projects, and the usual representative positions (within academic infrastructure), and having the bf, there isn't much time left over. Luckily, the other entering grad student has been a social, mental, and academic savior, a bastion of support, so to speak. I'm honestly not sure what I would have done this first semester without Ela, without our nights of wine and talk. Simple words can't describe.
Other than that -- I've got my personal goals for the next while ---- I've realized the necessity of focusing on myself and my personal, mental and physical well-being, for once. Not that I've accomplished much in that direction --- but admittance, or at least awareness is the first step, I suppose.
Am worried about my French, but hopefully that won't dissapear or degrade too quickly.
Other than that... not much to show. But, I suppose a big move like this and the beginnings of a new chapter of my life might not be rightly expected to produce immediate, tangible results.
OK... well, that was a run-down for those who might care. (I suppose mostly for myself).
Until soon (yeah, right, hmmm),
~ JH
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Subject:hmmm
Time:04:11 pm
From lfirebrand


ColorQuiz.com Joshua took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

"Has a powerful drive towards sensuousness...."


Click here to read the rest of the results.


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Subject:General quiz... probably not too accurate, but who cares
Time:12:16 pm
AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave
and fearless.
Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to
console others. Too generous
and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty
for praises.
Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when
provoked. Easily jealous.
Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly.
Independent thoughts. Loves
to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in
the arts, music and
defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance
against illnesses. Learns
to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and
caring. Loves to make
friends .


What does your birth month say about you?
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Subject:Friendly Memories...
Time:01:16 am
So, on one of my friend's livejournal ( firebrand ), she had everyone respond to a post with his/her name and she responded with answers to the following questions:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.

And the answers I got were:
1. I think you might be my soulmate.
2. Er... this is a stupid question anyway.
4. I <3 Brian.
5. Puking in the bank parking lot on your 18th birthday.
6. Best friend.
7. Do you love me as much as I love you?

(It was a requirement to post on my livejournal :-)
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